Leaning towards no

What is this a weekend thing or what??  Here I am on the fence. again... 
Yesterday I noticed that I was feeling and looking smaller!  I went out to dinner with a friend, avoided the bread, wine, rice, and somehow the vegetables!!! There weren't any green veggies on the menu!  That is craziness!  Still, I managed to eat well.  When I returned home, I had a nice dessert of arugula:).  If you haven't tried it, arugula is good!  Not dessert good, but still good. 
Today I had a great workout.  35minutes of cardio, ball hamstring curl and bridge, donkey kicks, and other kneeling butt exercises, and three sets of:
side lunges 30lbs.
50 squats
single leg deadlifts
bulgarian split squats
lateral raise (shoulders need lots of attention):) 15lbs.
oblique extension 25lbs.
I plan to do more squats and butt work throughout the day. 

Today, I looked at myself honestly and don't think that I will not be where I want to be in 6 weeks.  Although, I am making progress, 6 weeks is not enough time to feel good enough to go on stage in a skimpy little bikini!  And believe me, you need to feel good to do that!
I have put a lot of time and effort into this, and don't plan on just quitting.  I am going to look at other shows and consider trying a different one instead.